Drying cow...

It's the whole feeling of guilt now that I have to start supplementing. This "cow" has reached terminal capacity and somehow baby Keziah has to be supplemented with formula beginning tomorrow or latest Thursday. No matter how the milk supply hasn't shown increasing signs while Keziah's appetite grows. How I wished I had taken another 2 mths off to breastfeed her to reach the 6 mth mark! Maybe mummy's body is simply resisting the pump. With the erractic schedule of moving in and out of office, meetings, courses, there was simply no chance to extra pumping. Even if I did 3 pumps instead of 2, the total amt I got varied only by 20-30 ml. Just wonder how did working mums out there managed to maintain supply when they start work. Was I too tired/ lazy in the initial months and so the lacking in abundance of supply or simply as the lactation consultation says I simply didn't have enough tissue to hold more milk? Ha Ha...I might have lost weight too fast with me now back to pre-pregnancy state except for a little tummy poach. Insufficient FATS when I need them most!