Keys are here!

Just yesterday, we received the notice from HDB. Our keys for our new flat is ready for collection at the end of the month! Hey this has been what we have been waiting for, from the balloting and seeing each floor rise. Definitely there was that excitement at the news but was also a bit of mixed feelings. Erm, coz I am pregnant now and really didn't have the intent to move out so soon. It would be tough on my hb to oversee the renovations and packing and all to move out since I seriously am not in the state to do much. Guess we will wait till after my delivery and let the flat sit around for awhile, take things one step at the time when the keys are in our hands.

Especially now, Keziah is so happy in the family, always calling for Nei Nei and Shu Shu at home when she wakes up in the morning, eager to knock on their doors. Yes, she loves Ta Ta too but she still haven't quite learn to enunciate the word though would run to him for him to carry her. It would also be rather traumatic for her to face so many changes at one time: going to childcare, having a new little brother, moving to a new place. In fact, she is showing some insecurities after we brought her to visit some childcare centres. Essentially, for the past 3 weeks, when we left her in the nursery at church while we attended service, she simply refused and clung onto us. We still left her to the teachers. She would wail and wail so miserably for that whole 3 hours, sometimes stopping for a moment to play with her friends but when she saw someone carried a baby, she would wail again. She used to be going into nursey all smiles to play with her little friends. Mommy guessed she must be feeling it that her little brother is coming soon but sure hope she doesn't feel that she is any less loved. Now Daddy and Mommy really have to be prepared to face the struggle for attention between the two little ones when baby is born.

For that, we wonder if we will just take our new flat as a weekend house and stay on for awhile till the space here runs out. Just a thought but we will still have to work things out slowly...